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Let me be honest here... I keep up my smile, pretend I'm doing well, pretend I'm happy.. well it's all a big mascerade. I'm stuck in a massive depression in RL, my SL man is recovering slowly from a pressed nerve in his hand, means he can only use one hand, means he can't be in SL for long, means he can't build, he can't explore, he actually can't do anything in SL for the moment but talk to me.
And I tell you, his talks keep me going in my RL. I think it's the time of year, it's a dark period in RL. When I get up in the morning it's dark, during the day it stays grey, it gets dark in the evening very early. I wish I could skip that month every year, but darn I can't, so every year I must face this and every year I fight my depression. November is almost finished, I hope my depression too because the way I feel now affects all the people I love, my kids, my mom, my sister, my friends, my SL friends, my SL man... I guess my SL friends feel something is wrong because I'm very quiet, I don't IM anyone, I don't go to parties... I hope this dark moment in my life will pass fast...

Picture: my man left early, he had too... I was alone, I felt lonely in SL, looked around at my home here and saw my cat, she was lonely too...

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Okay, the 365 days is all about publishing a picture of yourself everyday for one year, GOD I'm so glad I took on this challenge (not that God had anything to do with it lol), but it gives me a chance to look at pictures of me that are in my image folder for ages. Some of them are like very old, but not this one. Tomorrow i will publish a really old one but promise me one thing, DON'T LAUGH, GRRR.
I thought of doing a little contest of myself with this one. Try to find me;-) but then I thought, all those bloggers are so busy blogging and writing and taking pictures and exploring and partying and meeting people and besides that all us bloggers even have a real life too (sometimes I forget that), so I made it a bit easier, no eyeglasses needed or??

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Yummy;-)

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Hiding

Some more pictures of our place in Winter:-)

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The furry in me;-)

Early Christmas Song LOL

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Another winter picture of our backyard:-)

Thank you Maxx Sabretooth!!!

Last night's concert was a blast!!! Thank you Maxx, you are an awesome artist, hope to see you back on stage soon. Thanks to my friends who were there to support me like they always do:-) Thanks to everyone who was there, I hope you all had a supernight:-)) And special thanks to my man, who was not feeling so well but he was there to back me up, love you a lot honey:-))

Winter is in da house!!!

I love our place in wintertime, Jo has worked so hard again to replace spring trees with winter trees and just like last year our place looks fantastic, thank you honey:-)

This is only our back yard, I need to take some picture from the other side too soon, it looks all so lovely:-)